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 to be a soldier |
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| Автор |
ice_stone (master) |
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| Публикувано | 02.04.04 13:57 |
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They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die.Grief,terror,love,longing-these were intangibles,but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight.They carried shameful memories.They carried the common secret of cowardice barely restrained, the instinct to run or freeze or hide, and in many respects this was the heaviest burden of all, for it could never be put down,it required perfect balance and perfect posture. They carried their reputatins. They carried The soldier's greatest fear,which was the fear of blushing. Men killed, and died,because they were embarressed not to. It was what had brought them to the war in the first place, nothing positive, no dreams of glory or honor, just to avoid the blush of dishonor. They died so as not to die of embarressment. They crawled into tunnels and walked point and advanced under fire. They endured. They kept humming. They did not sibmit to the obvious alternative, wihich was simply to close the eyes and fall. Go limp and tumble to the ground and let the muscles unwind and not to speak and not budge until your buddies picked you up and lifted you into the chopper that would roar and dip its nose and carry you off to the world.....
Let it rain let it rain-let this pain go away....
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