The Sun kills, I can kill too
I can`t kill the sun, it cannot kill me too
Do you see it? Sun is rising.
Do you feel it? I`m not sleeping
Look behind you…the sun will make you blind
You cannot see me, do you?
I`m the darkest shadow, I`m the brightest beam
I`m your most frightfull dream, but I am not a nightmare
I`m so real and at the same time so immaterial
I can make you feel happiness, But I can also take it back
I can devour the darkness into my black cursed soul
Then you`ll see the sunlight, you`ll see the moonbeams like you see them now
But then you`ll be blind from the brutality of the world.
You won`t see bad things, but they will still exist
You won`t feel pain or sorrow, but the others will still do
Do you really want to sink in your dreams of a better world?
Do you prefer unreal happiness, you`re not so selfish, know it now
I know you more than you can guess
I won`t take back the darkness, I won`t take away your pain
`cause without them you won`t know the value of happiness
you`ll forget the cost of a single smile
live surrounded by all these feelings - good or bad.
Without any of them life is incomplete
You cannot recognize joy`s might if you`ve never been burned by pain
Life`s a mixture, you cannot make it pure
Look, the sun has risen…
Feel its warmth, fill with happiness,
laugh and thank to destiny that you`re still alive…
you`re still shaking? But why..yeah, I know it, it`s because I am still here
you can`t see my tortured soul rambling around you,
you can`t even hear my voice more quiet than the quietest whisper
but my power - you can feel it
my cold mind, my freezing breath…run! Run away from me!
Run and thank to my kindness, `cause next time you could be less fortunate
And our next meeting`ll be our last meeting….
Frozenlady`s diary, january 8th, year 2319, Ghost forest, Nowhere
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