I walked into the darkness and I felt it`s cold
But my heart wasn`t empty – it was full of anger and hatred
Much worse than emptiness and lonelyness.
I was betrayed, my soul is full of poison
My belief was cruelly murdured
My senses died and burned in the fire of the lies
I prefer to die, to be alone,
But not to stand with those two-faced liers that surrounded me
Insensible is better than my current state
I`m not hurt, the truth is worse
I don`t cry, my tears are deep inside me
No dreams, no future for me
My soul is screaming and I cannot help Her
My spirit`s shouting for justice that will never have
Bitterness of life – I`ve got already enough of it
The tragedy is full, I better die
I better leave this world and go away of people`s cruelty and disloyality
My heart is black, my spirit`s even darker
The poison of the endless pain has filled me up to death
I`m still walking, maybe even breathing, but am I still alive?
When my heart`s not beating and every good feeling into me is gone
I cannot even stay alone – my hatred chases me wherever I go
I`m disapointed from the world
I won`t feel happiness and joy again
I`ll never love somebody just like that
`Cause now I`m totally convinced of love`s brutality
I know now that there`s not left any good in this damned world
Nobody respect my feelings, nobody cares for me
Nobody loves me, nobody stores by me
Meybe even nobody hates me – they just don`t observe that I exist
So will the world change when I am gone?
You know the answer, so you better leave me alone!
I will die sitting with myself
Die alone like I was born, die alone as I have ever been
Beyond life and death, above the heaven & below the hell, there was...ME
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