Let me die

What can I do when I feel this pain?
It burns me from inside
and it hurts me so much
I see his body on the ground
I`ll never hear his voice again
I`ll never feel his touch again
it`s so sad, it`s so bad
to feel like this
I can do nothing, I can feel nothing anymore
my heart is empty now
so just breathe, but it hurts so much
hey, let breathe, it`s not that easy when he`s gone
he`s not still alive, he`s already dead
and I can do nothing to save him
I cannot bring him back the life he`ve never had
he is no more, he doesn`t exist anymore
"Touch me, feel me, love me, return to me...", I`m screaming
but he cannot hear my voice again
Why he? Why always me?
that pain hurts so much
and all I can do is to fall into the darkness
oh, please let me die
now I hate beeng immortal, i`ll leave all that immortal life for him
just let me escape from here, i`ll run without looking back
and i`ll never return to this world
I know that the escape`s a wrong decision,
but you must know that there wasn`t right
so have no choice
I say goodbye to everybody
remember that i love you all
but most of everything i loved him
so let me die, i wanna die, just to fall into the dark
and there I hope, I`ll find finally the peace and the calm
I`ll find them into the silence of the death
that`s what i dream about
oh, let me die

Beyond life and death, above the heaven & below the hell, there was...ME