Незнам как се чувстваш в момента. Никой никога не може да разбере никой...
Поздравявам те с тази песен и се чувствай по-малко сама...

а как само една песен може да изрази всичко, което става в човек...

Sorry To Myself
For hearing all my doubts so selectively and
For continuing my numbing relentlessly and
For helping you when myself not even considering
For beating myself up and over-functioning

To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one's been crueller than I've been to me

For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable and
For my self-love being so embarrassingly conditional and
For denying myself to somehow make us compatible and
For trying to fit a rectangle into a hole and

To whom do I owe the biggest apology?
No one's been crueller than I've been to me

I'm sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before everybody else
I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would anybody else

For blaming myself for your unhappiness and
For my impatience when I wa-as perfect where I was
For ignoring all the signs that I was not ready and
For expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be

To whom do I owe the first apology?
No one's been crueller than I've been to me

And I'm sorry to myself
My apologies begin here before everybody else
I'm sorry to myself
For treating me worse than I would anybody else

When I wonder which crime is the biggest
Forgetting you, or forgetting myse-elf
Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter
I would've naturally loved the fo-o-ormer

For ignoring you, my highest voices and
For smiling when my strife was all too obvious
For being so disassociated from my body and
For not letting go when that would've been the kindest thing

To whom do I owe the biggest apology
No one's been crueller than I've been to me


The sun itself sees not till heaven clears!

Редактирано от thy_inamorata на 22.03.03 13:30.